I spent Wednesday Painting the baby's room...

The pink wall will actually have stripes of a darker pink on it as well.
Just one shade darker so it will be pretty hard to see

The dresser is the darker pink and the drawers next to it is the lighter.

I had fun that day... It was pretty relaxing to just turn the brain off and paint away!

just stuff

Okay, the last couple of days have been pretty weird for me. First of all, I have been feeling so overwhelmed and stressed about EVERYTHING! Here are a few of them...

1. Jeremiah's job... yes, he works for my dad but his supervisor is my Uncle and they seem to have very different personalities and just can't seem to get along or communicate on any level. Jeremiah is so very unhappy in his position and I hate seeing him unhappy. It makes me angry and stressed and well, mostly angry!

2. I am stressing out about labor and delivery... really bad, probably don't have to go into much detail there.. but still.. pretty worked up about it! I don't like pain and I am worried about all the things that could go wrong. I know that it doesn't do any good to stress about it but I really can't help it!

3. I am also worried that I am going to be the worlds worst mother! I really have no idea what I am doing!

4. I feel like I have nothing ready for the baby to come home and I don't really know what I NEED to have ready to FEEL ready... that wasn't confusing at all... was it??

5. The bishop wants to give me a calling and I don't know how I am going to do it while having a baby as well. He really does have the worst timing in the world!

so anyway, with all this going on I just stayed at home and cried most of the day yesterday! Poor Jeremiah didn't know what to do with me when he got home and I was just laying in the bathtub crying! Then we went to bed and I started all over again... I am doing a little better today but just feel exhausted and empty.

my office

okay, here is documentation of my office. It is pretty sad... very small but I thought that I should show you what I have to work with! :)

Pregnant Belly

Okay, so here is an updated pic of me with my big ole belly :) Everyone keeps telling me that I don't look pregnant..... so do I just look fat then?

Jeremiah started painting the baby's room this past weekend. It started out red so he started out putting a primer coat on it and then discovered that he had not purchased enough of the primer so had to wait until Monday to go back and buy some more. The red showed through the first coat of the primer so he is having to put a second coat on it. We are doing three walls brown and one wall two different colors of pink stripped. I think that it will be very cute. I also have a dresser from my childhood that we are painting the two colors of pink. I will have to post pics when it is all done. That is if I can remember! :) My brain has kind of failed me lately.

Last night we went to Walmart and Jeremiah bought these for the baby... AND he kept clicking the heels together! He is so funny. I think that it is so cute how excited he is for this baby! Since the second ultrasound when we got a second assurance that it really was a girl he has been all about shopping for her.

Ultrasound

So we went and got another Ultrasound done Here are the pics that we got! She is just so darn cute I am excited to see her!

Dixie

Jeremiah called me at about 9:00 this morning to tell me that there was something wrong with his mother. She fell out of her wheel chair last night and hit her head and then this morning she was not talking coherently so John (not her husband, Clyde) called 911 and they took her into the hospital. He has since called and said that the nurse at the hospital told them that it was not a life threatening situation but that they don't know what was wrong at this point. They are going to run some more tests and hopefully figure out what happened.